I WANNA HAVE SOME MADNESS !

Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared.....

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Third Molar To China Milk Kolar ....

Yes Yes Yes ,NAUGHTY SHEETAL !!!!

I havent updated all of you'll on whats been happening...Its been more than a month and again SO much has happened...

All Starting from Mumzies ,Well Mum's slowly getting better.. She's actually more responsive and observant now.. And i guess Ive gotta thank all those angels who prayed for her wellbeing for that !! Love All Of Ull Too Much I say !!

Next ,
2nd Sept Was My Sister's(Roshni) Bdae , The night before Me , Roshni , Nita Akka & Tinku went out for dinner and watched FORGETTING SARAH MARSHAL . Argh .. I cant believe i ACTUALLY broke the law on this.. I watched a M18 movie when im like only 17 dude !!! Mummy !! I was so being regretful the whole while.. Haha But I definately wasnt regretting seeing my sister's reaction about watching the movie with me ;-)hahaha She kept saying "Whatever It Is Your Still My Baby Sister Ok ?" hahahahahha

Ok After the movie , All of us went to Macdonald's to 'have coffee' ... My sister and Tinku went for a puff while I 'got to work' and buzzed to the cake counter and bought a small cake namely OPERA DIVA and asked the staff if they had Candles? Yeap to my precious delight they ACTUALLY have birthday candles at Macdonald's !! I ordered the cake and told them Ill come and collect it 5mins before Midnight !! I sat and relaxed and at exactly 11.50pm I went to collect the cake at the counter ... To my very delight the staff decorated the cake with Whipped Cream , Coco Powder and Choco Syrup and very beautiful placed the candle between the two cakes... I was definately beaming in delight .. And at exactly midnight my Sister and Tinku came back and we Surprised that 21yr Old Baby with the cake !!Hahah She was totally being a baby I say...
I was so impressed by the staff that I told her we wanted to take a pic with her and she was so shocked and Oh Ya ... Her name is Nithya ... Its rare to find true and good service staff nowadays whose willing to go the extra mile with a smile without any fakeness or regret..

Next on the list was my OUCH ! Wisdom Tooth Surgical Extraction...
It happened on 8th Sept ...
I have to say for someone who was gonna get ALL FOUR of my wisdom teeth extracted I was in High Spirits..
For example , I was talking non stop and being the crazy gal that I am before the surgery...
One very Classic Example of ME CRAZY GAL wasWhen I went for my Blood Test at 9.30am that day .. Ive never in my whole life been to a blood test so It was kinda nerve wrecking for me.. Thank God I had my bestie cuz Paves with me by my side.. As the Pharmacist tightened the strap on my arm I took a DEEP breath and shut my eyes ,
As I Opened my eyes and looked at the needle I Gasped " AIYOO HOW COME MY BLOOD PINK COLOUR ?" ..Yes folks I actually said that ..
Everyone there started laughing their heads off... I was genuinely shocked cos I as i opened my eyes and looked at my arm the first colour I expected to see was DARK RED but instead I saw PINK and got shocked... Hahaha... It was definately The Joke Of The Day...

I registered at 10.30am and was waiting til 2pm when the Anaesthatist came and reviewed me , She said that my White Blood Cells were Apparently high and said It could be because of I have Sinustis and everything else in my blood is normal and healthy...

At About 2.30 , I was sent into surgery.. Hahah I went in there and the nurses were all pretty cool.. I slept on the surgery table and the anaesthatist began to insert the Anaesthatic into the tube she inserted before hand .. I have to say I felt a sudden chill enter my body as the Anaesthesia went through... As the doctor entered , Whistling 'I LOVE YOU BABY'-CARLSBERG STYLE- Yeap The Doc Was sure Damn happening.. haha And he was kinda cute too :-P .. He was like "Hiii !! Im ur surgeon ! Blah Blah Blah "
Yeap that was how I heard it cos I went into deep sleep then..

By The Time I Woke Up , The first thing I saw was the Nurse taking my Blood Pressure and It was very low.. She had to take three times before she said "NO USE ITS STILL LOW, Never Mind Wheel Her Out"... I kept coughing and thought my throat was gonna tear open and felt so Nauseas... Then Was when I realised , SURGERY'S OVER man !! I felt huge amounts of cotton in my mouth.. When i came out of surgery and Nita didi , Paves & Roshan were waiting for me .. For someone who just came out of surgery , I was laughing or atleast trying to laugh and singing NAKKA MUKKA & Watnot and as usual being my talkative self.. Hahah What can I say ? Ill never learn... I got discharged at ard 6 and went home and was actually 'partying' Yeah U read it right . PARTYING ... I was still in so much energy and of course after watching the JONAS BROTHERS in Camp Rock.. Who Wouldnt ? ;-)

It was on the second to the fourth day that I was feeling HORRIBLE & was in alot of pain..
I couldnt move my mouth and felt like my Jaw was about to break loose and drop out.. And my face was so swollen I looked like F.R.I.E.N.D.S Monica in her beginning episodes... Oh Yaaa.. It was on the Fifth Day after surgery that I held my sister's surprise Bdae party... I planned and executed everything with that pain and the gastric pain that came from taking the PONSTAN pills... Urghh I trully felt like crying so much in all that pain.. Lucky For me I had Nita Didi beside me to help me do everything.. Or else I wouldnt have made it through !!

It was then I trully Missed Mummy..!! Cos If Mummy was around she would have taken care of me and cooked for me and helped me with the party !! I remember crying missing her heartfully on the second day as I slept on my bed with that Excruciating pain !! She would have patted me to sleep and told me everything's gonna be alright if she was there.. I really missed her and still miss her too much !!

The following monday was when I went back to dentist for my Follow Up Session , My dentist , DR.SHARMENE LEE , was definately very sweet.. She realised I was so afraid and was talking joking to me all the way.. She patiently answered all my questions and even gave me some advice on how to reduce the swell and what I can eat and all.. She couldnt remove the stitches on that day cos my jaw was still sore and couldnt open properly... The friday of that week was when I removed my stitches and how can I put this ?
FREEE TO GO !!!!!!!
I didnt have to go for any follow ups as I was alright and I just have to wait for the Gum to grow back.. Yeah peeps There's FOUR HUGE gaps at the end of my teeth .. My playful tongue keeps going and touching but yeah Ive gotta stop or else It may get infected !!

BUT , After ONE YEAR of pain from my Wisdom Teeth , Ive finally FINALLY FIIINALLY got back that heartfelt smile I once had... I trully felt the real meaning of NO PAIN NO GAIN !!

On Another note ,Im very disappointed by the CHINA government , HOW CAN THEY BE SO CARELESS ? its not the first time this has happened ? 53 000 innocent children are suffering because of their Ignorance.. Only time will have to give them the intelligence and wisdom to respect Human Lives and actually ACT like a government...


PHEW !! This post took me two days to finish !! I guess Ive written too much.. Hahah Guess you write how much u talk eh ? But Wait There's still more to come !! Its neverTHE END to words and craziness on Ambar's Paagal Dunia Peeps !!

30 DAYS to the PREMIER OF HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 !! Wildcats GETCHA HEAD IN THE GAME !!!!

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Reminicing About The Past & Celebrating The Present & Awaiting The Future !

Its been more than One Month since i last updated my blog ,
Since im kinda free today I shall take this chance and update my little baby !!

Few Stuff To Notify Ull About -

* Mum's getting better with the wonderful care of the staff in NARAYANA MISSION NURSING HOME !

* After months of suffering I finally decided to go get my wisdom tooth extracted and to my HORROR , The dentist at National Dental Centre said I have to remove ALL FOUR of my wisdom tooth ! Quoted By Dentist : Your Set Of Teeth Are Perfect Dear and You have A Very Beautiful Smile
BUT Thats also the main reason why ur Wisdom Teeth has no space to grow... U have no gap for it to grow and thats why its fighting for space to grow inside... So unless you take it out soon It may result to some Neurology problems ='( !!
SO...... Im all set to say TOODLES to ALL four of my wisdom tooth on 8TH SEPT 2008 !!!
I have to say Im really sooooper scared !!!! I for one am someone whose very sensitive when it comes to matters about my teeth... Ive never had any problems with my teeth !! So this may just be the first time Ill have to go thru ANY kind of surgery for my teeth !! What Am I Saying ? This May Just Be The First Im EVER going thru a Surgery with Anastesia !!

* I finally got my O LEVEL TAMIL EXAM yesterday... According to me I utterly screwed up my papers and esp my Oral exam and convinced myself that I would to the most get E8(30%) ...
Since I was a private candidate I had to check my results online on the SEAB website... I had placed in my NRIC number & Password and clicked LOGIN & Unfortunately my Lappie hanged causing me to restart my lappie ALL OVER AGAIN !! That was then I told myself "Sway La Sheetal ! Confirm Fail That Means " & Tears were already flowing down my cheeks !! I patiently restarted my Lappie and Logged In My Password and ID !!!
AND ......
No : 1
Subject Name : TAMIL
Subject Code : 1142
Alpha Grade : B

Numerical Grade : THREE (60%-70%)
Oral/Aural grade: MERIT


Yeap ! I ACTUALLY passed my Tamil O Level Exam.. I was in tears of disbelief as I kept staring at the screen !! After I left school in 2006 , I completely lost contact with my Tamil skills to the extent I even forgot how to write in Tamil... But with the help of my Former Secondary School Tamil teacher Mr.Seetharaman I slowly gained back my tamil skills in just 2 months... I have to be proud of myself as during the 2 months of studying for my tamil exam I went through the toughest time of my life esp with my Mother's major surgery !! Amidst all that I managed to get myself a B3 (60%-70%) pass for my written papers plus with a MERIT for my Oral !!

* My O LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL will be held next week on 22nd August 2008 !! So WISH ME LUCK ok peeps ?

* Oooo Yaa and Im currently counting down for
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 : SENIOR YEAR !!
Here's a little sneak preview on the movie !!

Im leaving you to watch this little video as I sign off definately promising you that Ill update My Baby more often !!

Go Wildcats !!

High School Musical 3 Trailor :


High School Musical 3 NOW OR NEVER Official Promo Video :


What Team ?
WILDCATS
I Said WHAT TEAM ?
WILDCATS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WILDCATS !!!!!!!! Getch'a Head In The Game !!!!!!

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Sometimes The Mountain You've Been Climbing Is Just A Grain Of Sand !


Hey everyone!! How have all of ull been ?
Urgh I have really been missing blogging for a long time !!
Well , So much has happened during this short period of time !
Starting from the most important thing or person who is mummy ,

Mummy was back in Tan Tock Seng Hospital again for Dehydration, Urine Infection and Another Major stroke.. She was put into a very serious condition where she couldn’t even react to her name..
And the following week that she was in Tan Tock Seng she started getting better and her face actually brightened up slightly when she us..
That was when all worked out and we finally got a place in Narayana Mission Nursing Home… Narayana Mission was definitely one thing we’ve been struggling a lot and even thought we might not get cos the cost was very high and the waiting time was too long..
But THANK God & many amazing people who helped us we finally got the place and Mum’s now in Narayana Mission…


I really have to say that I for one was never in favor of putting anyone in a nursing and esp. Narayana Mission after hearing many horrible stories about that place.. But I was definitely wrong I must say.. Right from the Nurses to the Executive Committee members everyone in Narayana Mission are sweet, caring and very lovely people!! The sweetest thing which happened today was the committee member Miss.Kavitha who is my Uncle’s Best Friend came to see mummy and she was so sweet.. I have definitely been touched by all these angels.. And mum has been improving ever since she got there, She now realizes and senses when someone she knows is beside her and can slightly smile..
To other stuff that have been going on with me ,
My O Level Tamil Oral Exam was on Wednesday and I completely and utterly butterly

FLOPPED!!!

I have to say that I have definitely been one person who can write very well and do amazing in my written papers but when in comes to ORAL EXAM I’ve NEVER passed it ever in my 10yrs of learning of tamil.. I can read a passage like a Tamil News reporter but when it comes formal conversation I SUCK big time cos … That does not mean I cant speak in tamil.. Im always speaking in tamil but its more of Informal tamil speaking..
Ive also watched DASAVATHARAM on Tuesday and hmmm I think I can be honest to say that I was kinda disappointed cos I expected a lot cos after watching Panchathanthiram and Avvai Shanmugi I thought the movie would atleast match up to that extent , It was good definitely but it was draggy towards the end and I thought the story was good but it was not brought out properly and the screenplay was very messy but I definately have to applaud kamal for doing ten roles esp the Japenese Character and The Paati character…

Other Than That There’s Not Much Happening Around Me..
Ok I’ll definitely be updating my blog more often now,,,

Also watch out for my JAANE TU YA JAANE NA review cos I watched it yesterday FIRST DAY FIRST SHOW !!!

As a little SNEAK PREVIEW :

I loved the movie Its definately a movie ANYONE can relate to.. Its just a fun and exciting movie and u shud just watch it with a bunch of your close friends !! And those who have seen it , Remember SHALEEN ? hahah All of my friends have agreed that Im exactly like Shaleen !! hehehe

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Climb A Mountain & See The True Colours

Im really grateful to all those who have been patient that I didnt update my blog for so long !! I felt real bad coming and seeing my blog and not updating it !!
Ill definately get back to blogging again but for now Im just very busy with Mum and everything!!

But pleez do feel free to mail me in sheetalambar@gmail.com and Ill def send u my replies ok !! Just hang it there and bear with me and Ill def get back with all of ull with an update with all the stuff that have been happening !!

Saturday, June 07, 2008

In A DOR Of Hope

For those who dont know what DOR means -
DOR - STRING

Well , Thats my situation now..
I would definately like to apologise to those who came and checked my blog since my last post for a update and ended being disappointed by seeing the same post !!
Well , My O level tamil papers ended and I did pretty well esp for my essay ! And I have to thank BLOGSPOT for that cos If i wasnt a blogger , My creative writing skills wouldnt be this good..

On another critical note ,
Mum has reached a pretty critical stage.. Though she's alive and moving , she cant recongnise , react or reply to anything.. She just stares blankly into space.. And to see her in this state is something I just can't handle ! I cried all these days asking GOD why he did this to her and cursing my ill fate but I guess its like a phase everyone has to go through.. Let me explain ok ?

When someone we love dies or is gonna die ,
First thing we do is cry our hearts out thinking that person is no more there ,
Then we blame GOD for doing this to us ,
We blame ourselves for not doing something and think we should have dont something to stop this from happening ,
We then realise that we shouldnt cry and be in sorrow for long cos the one we loved wouldnt have liked it and we try to be happy by thinking of the wonderful memories we had with them ,
The final stage would be when realise that
Every amazing angel that we loved and loved us , When they pass away ,
They become an angel together with GOD & are with us in every moment of our lives and has moved on to help everyone by being their angel too...

I guess Ive now come to the last stage where I realise that my mum is an angel to me cos whatever I am today is because of her and she'll move on to be an angel to other children .. And IF or WHEN anything happens she'll be in every note I sing and every letter I write ... She will always be my Angel and Ill always love her ! Im hugging and kissing her as much as I can now !!

These Days Im Listening To A Song Which Really Speaks Of My Pain and Sorrow and Is Giving Alot Of Strength To Me !!

Its Yeh Honsla from Dor :

Yeh Hosla Kaise Juke,
Yeh Aarzoo Kaise Ruke - 2

Manzil Muskil to kya,
Bundla Sahil to kya,
Tanha Ye Dil to Kya
Ho Hooo

Raah Pe Kante Bikhre agar,
Uspe to phir bhi chalna hi hai,
Saam Chhupale Suraj magar,
Raat ko ek din Dhalana hi hai,

Rut ye tal jayegi,
Himmat rang layegi,
Subha phir aayegi
Hoooo

Yeh Hosla Kaise Juke,
Yeh Aarzoo Kaise Ruke - 2

English translation :

I cannot lose courage
I cannot lose desire
I cannot lose courage
I cannot lose desire

So what if the journey is tough?
So what if the horizon is hazy?
So what if I feel lonely?

Even if my paths are laden with thorns,
I must walk.
Even if the evening hides the sun,
The night must concede to the dawn.

Autumn with end,
Spring will paint the garden,
A new day will dawn.

I cannot lose courage
I cannot lose desire
I cannot lose courage
I cannot lose desire



Yeh Honsla - Shafqat Amanat Ali Khan, Salim Merchant

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